I'm sick but they don't know what to call it Bad habits I don't know when they started 2 fresh cigarette burns on the carpet I tried to turn my demons into crosses Karmas a bitch and I've done wrong I still don't know where I belong Took a shot but I always miss the target This life ain't for the faint hearted I gave it everything I've got the mind of a freak Life's not all that it seems Don't know what to believe in I'm scared... I've got the mind of a freak I hear voices in my sleep Sometimes I wish I could see what's not there Toxic thoughts on loop I hate it I wish these drugs would change it I made this bed I lay in Fall to my knees keep praying Some days I wish I could hide behind make up Light up and burn the whole bridge when they change up Rather spend my nights alone than with fake love I don't want to wake up I don't want to wake up I've got the mind of a freak Life's not all that it seems Don't know what to believe in I'm scared... I've got the mind of a freak I hear voices in my sleep Sometimes I wish I could see what's not there I've got the mind of a freak Cry for help when I'm weak Don't know what I believe I'm scared I've got the mind of a freak Life's not all that it seems Don't know what to believe in I'm scared... I've got the mind of a freak I hear voices in my sleep Sometimes I wish I could see what's not there