Spent my life tryna find my way home Last i know we've been out way too long Nothings ever set in stone Lost myself made a mess out of me Ten past twelve in the night losing sleep Heaven can't be out of reach Only wanna go where you wanna go Only wanna go where you wanna go It ain't easy to believe me when I tell you All the promises that I made always fell through Spent a lifetime In a fight trying not to fail you But I let go, I let go, I let go Days before i met you I was at my lowest Turned me from a prideful boy Into a poet Was a mess Enemy putting me up to test Help me win Help me win against my flesh I dream of pulling up to heaven in a hellcat I dream of pulling out my family from a dark past I remember vividly I was fifteen And I told god That I don't believe Would you miss me If I just sleep If I'm fighting and I couldn't get them off me I been looking at decisions what the cost me Oh these memories they always seem to cross me I been back and forth and hurt up on this road God I'll go where you want me to go It ain't easy to believe me when I tell you All the promises that I made always fell through Spent a lifetime In a fight trying not to fail you But I let go, I let go, I let go I know i can't make it on my own By your side is right where i belong I know i can't make it on my own I'll only go where you want me to go ohhh Only go where you want to go It ain't easy to believe me when I tell you All the promises that I made always fell through Spent a lifetime In a fight trying not to fail you But I let go, I let go, I let go