No longer trying to kill In the eternity we live It doesn't exist It's not here from the past Let go all your faith Painted with your lungs and your cries Still hugging the stained Left myself alone at the stairs Self-obsessed through the worst of you Though brackets no longer hold themselves It's surreal seeing myself molded into the faith Let go all your faith Painted with your lungs and your cries Still hugging the stained Left myself alone at the stairs I know I won't become the one I always thought Still indulging myself