I don't remember most of all those months I was not involved, hopeless semi-drive Should I come to? Just for one sole hour I could go ahead, didn't go ahead You tried our best You gave our one last shot (Now that it's become reality, I'm unsure of what to do) Some way I found to end up further down than on you It's what I wanted and it happened and it happened (too) Too late to come back with the right thing to say And like a rhyme I saw it coming from so very far away Come inside I know it's cold I don't know what you've been told I don't see you I just feel You were good enough to kneel Cut my lips and waking up "Was it a dream?" Of course it's not Wash your bloody sheets before I kiss them bye-bye "Sure it's a dream," you say that now And I hoped, in a way, that every time I'd leave I might never, ever, ever, never see you again But I always saw you Came inside, I wasn't cold I won't tell you what I'm told I just watch you as you feel Yes, I'm dumb enough to kneel Cut my lips, sharper than knives Bloody tongues, hung up insides Carved in layered sheets in pain First time I felt this insane