So much pain
Don't let me smoke, I want to feel
(Don't let me smoke, don't let me smoke)
Couple thousands in the pokies just to heal it
Fa'amolemole my uso stay real close (Lord)
The devil's in my mental lad I got nowhere go (way)
RIP to Fale, RIP my uso Joe (RIP my uso)
No need to tell my brothers that I got them 'cause they know (they know)
The love I got you can't touch (nah nah)
They took it all thats not much (nah nah)
Come try again there's no luck, aye
So much pain
Now I smoke up everyday
These pictures all in my head now
Are only inside of my mind frame
Dirty thoughts in my mind lad
Can't clear it out it wont stop (won't stop, won't stop)
Innocence in a clean mind just means your brains so washed
So much mother fuckin' pain
Fuck the weed where the lines at (where)
I just want to get time back
Move forward can't rewind that (nah)
My biggest enemy is me (fuck ya)
We go to war everyday (fuck you)
The only time that I pray is when I'm alone and off my face (aye)
So much pain
Don't let me smoke I want to feel it (whoa)
I fear myself but I conceal it
With the man in the mirror I go to war (all day)
Just know for all mine I'll lay yours, aye
For all mine I'll lay yours, yeah
For all mine I'll lay yours, aye (oh-oh-oh)
(Come on) for all mine I'll lay
T-tell me can you feel my pain (my pain, my pain)
Forgive me Lord I'm a sinner
But it's apart of the game (game)
My patients slowly running thinner
No longer apart of the gang
To my brethren I'll never leave ya
In the deep ends is where I'll meet ya
I'll go all day with for my peeps brah
My sisters and bruv
All my day ones and my cuz
My main ones are the same ones
That'll aim up when I'm done
W-w-word to my mum lived in sin
Turned shit up when shit got pinched
Ran in the game made a flip with a stick
Ain't gonna stop 'till the paper legit ahh (LDP)
Don't let me smoke I want to feel it
I fear myself but I conceal it
With the man in the mirror I go to war (all night)
Just know for all mine I'll lay yours, aye
For all mine I'll lay yours, yeah
For all mine I'll lay yours, aye (oh-oh-oh)
(Come on) for all mine I'll lay
I remember those days
Wasn't worried about what I've done (goddem)
Now I'm worried about if I'm a good role model for my son
This shits always up in my brain lad
I don't see myself as the same lad (true)
Grew up in this game lad
They couldn't take the stress and the pain lad (no fuss)
Since a young king they threw my name in the dirt
A couple years been in the spotlight
They don't tell you the shit that hurts
Trust me brah
I've had days where I'd rather be down in the earth (I swear)
And trust me lad I've had some days I wanted to go
Put my ops on a show
My brother were different
I don't give a fuck about beef no more
I'm trying to make tracks consistent
Steady tryna make a living for my son
Stay out of the system (more life)
Tell the youngins make note and listen (and listen)
Listen go run that ball lil bro be brave
Just know you're running it straight to your grave
So much pain (brrrrrr)
Don't let me smoke I want to feel it
I fear myself but I conceal it (oh)
With the man in the mirror I go to war (all night)
Just know for all mine I'll lay yours, aye
For all mine I'll lay yours, aye
For all mine I'll lay yours, aye (oh-oh-oh)
(Come on) for all mine I'll lay
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh
For all mine I'll lay