My name is Nat Ćmiel I am 22 years old I like music Dancing ballet Crushing up rocks and snorting them And genderless people I like to eat But I don't like it when it lingers on my body I like to take up as little space as possible I like pretty textures in sound I like the way some music makes me feel I like making up my own world And the people who live inside me I like to dress up and not going out I like my cat, Miso I like touching myself And I like being far away from my own body I like sweet things Physical and consumable I like short sentences that say everything I felt at one go I like obsessing over people And then throwing them away I like being a boy I like being a girl I like getting fucked And I like to fuck I like to be pure I like believing there's a cure But, most of all, I