Keeping having dreams where I just scream and no one hears me I just swear and I just shake until I can't breathe Wake up hot and wet and sweating through the top sheet Wake up weary-eyed and terrified again My indecision over who I can or will be Is just so all-encompassing that it might kill me And if you rearrange the puzzle, man I'm still me You know who I am is who I've always been Back on my bullshit Panicked, pacing Wasting my time I've been wandering these alleyways trying to find a place to call my home I've been humming all these melodies trying to find a voice to call my own These bad dreams, they break me down but I get up 'Cause I'm still holding out for good luck So as I wrestle out the words to say what I need I reminisce on all the years it took to find me What my soul has tried my whole life to remind me That who I am is who I've always been Back on my old shit Honest, asking Where is my mind? I've been wandering these alleyways trying to find a place to call my home I've been humming all these melodies trying to find a voice to call my own These bad dreams, they break me down but I get up 'Cause I'm still holding out for good luck Good luck Good luck Good luck Good luck