Always more and more The war is going on No one will stop it I can't control it Dig the hole myself While pain crawls through my neck I am no exception Contamination A shadow on my back Hostage forever to be found Searching many ways to put me down Half of me is very sane The other one has just gone insane So hard to resist Can't get over this I'm just another victim I'll cease to exist And still I insist No matter what No matter when I know how this is going to end I Am Addicted System overload Behaviour uncontrolled I'm getting weak Tied with a leash Becoming someone else Refusing any help Blood turns to hate All through my veins A shadow on my back