Been up all night tryin' to figure out how I would say Frustration grew and I thought I would break The voices I heard inside my head Were telling me I would end up dead The struggle, the addiction It took its toll on me for real, this time I had to leave The pressure, the condition I'm drowning in anxiety, I'm done I gotta breathe I'm going back home Sorry goodbye Pushing the limits more than you could take I should have known better, that was my mistake The voices I heard behind my back I didn't care at all, I knew you'd come back The friendship, the emotions It simply couldn't be replaced by anything at all The feelings, the creation It's healing all the wounds we have been carrying through the years