Just opened a door
I thought I locked away
Haven't felt this alone
Since you backed out of my driveway
There's words on my skin
That I haven't washed clean
Marks you left were more permanent
Than any tattoo I've seen
And I miss your mismatched furniture
But I don't miss feeling small
Used to think that was a good thing because you were so damn tall
But I was shrinking shrinking
Trying just to suit your needs
So slowly that's somewhere I lost me
I cry on the couch
Watching cheesy movies
It's so easy for them to fall in love and that really scares me
Don't look me in the eye
No please don't grab my hand
Suddenly I cannot stand being touched
Never thought I'd say that
And I miss your mismatched furniture
But I don't miss feeling small
Used to think that was a good thing because you were so damn tall
But I was shrinking shrinking
Trying just to suit your needs
So slowly that's somewhere I lost me
Ahhhhhhhh
Ahhhhhhhh
Two years spent on tippy-toes makes muscle memory
Sometimes try to fit your mold till I step back and see
Yeah I miss your mismatched furniture
But you made me feel so small
Used to think that was a good thing but now I know I was wrong
Cuz I was shrinking shrinking
And you wanted it that way
But somehow
I'll find myself again