I kinda wanna crash my car so I can call you up
Cry into the phone and hope that you don't call my bluff
Make believing tragedies to lie to you about
I don't think that I would do it
But does the thought still count?
Cuz I manipulate myself
I manipulate myself
Daydreams of hospital beds
Guilt you into loving me again
Daydreams of hospital beds
(Love me like pretend)
Want something different
Make my life a little interesting
Daydreams of hospital beds
Hospital beds
(Love me like pretend)
I think I may have issues with self sabotage
Cuz I know that you're a dick but I still wanna take your clothes off
Honestly I think that I've been screaming to the void
Just praying for an angry text or something I can hold
And I manipulate myself
Daydreams of hospital beds
Guilt you into loving me again
Daydreams of hospital beds
Hospital beds
(Love me like pretend)
Want something different
Make my life a little interesting
Daydreams of hospital beds
Hospital beds
I wanna punch you in the gut
Allegedly, not actually
But actually I'm bored
So I kinda wanna call you
But I shouldn't,
No I shouldn't
And if my house burnt down
Or my dog died
Or I accidentally drove off the side of Highway 99
Would you be there?
No you wouldn't,
No you wouldn't
And I manipulate myself
Daydreams of hospital beds
Guilt you into loving me again
Daydreams of hospital beds
Hospital beds
(Love me like pretend)
Want something different
Make my life a little interesting
Daydreams of hospital beds
Hospital beds
(Love me like pretend)
Daydreams of hospital beds
Hospital beds
Hospital beds