Yeah
And I still have their bed
With the little plush toys that come with it
Just get out my head
Like, am I fucking serious?
What a fucking joke
And to think I could've fucking opened up myself to them
But I'm so fucking avoidant
It's been like six whole months
And for some reason I think tomorrow that
They'll hit me up
I just don't speak, I hold my tongue
When I should have spoken up
Especially when it means the most
Proudly pushing everything, I shouldn't speak
I couldn't keep the peace and now I'm on my own
Time don't wait for no one, no one
And every time I think of you I frown
Yeah, my eyes are open wide for no one, no one
And the thought of you is so heavy now
Could've been the most
And a part of me wishes everything never happened at all
All the things left unsaid
Probably pushed you away
How the fuck we weren't a thing
When you were with me like all the time?
Two months just flying by
It's been like six whole months
And for some reason I think tomorrow that
They'll hit me up
I just don't speak, I hold my tongue
When I should have spoken up
Especially when it means the most
Proudly pushing everything, I shouldn't speak
I couldn't keep the peace and now I'm on my own
Yeah, it's pretty cruel
Just slowly fading
Yeah, you leave me clues
Can't pick up, baby
Do you really think I wasn't this way?
My mind always hates me
Yeah, my eyes are open wide
But my heart colder than frozen
And I guess it's my fault too
Still have your plants in my living room
Water them twice a week
And I tell them nice things
Hope you know, despite everything
I'm wishing you well
(And if you ask) yeah, I'm fine as well
Six whole months
And for some reason I think tomorrow that
They'll hit me up
I just don't speak, I hold my tongue
When I should have spoken up
Especially when it means the most
Proudly pushing everything, I shouldn't speak
I couldn't keep the peace and now I'm on my own
(Shit) And time don't wait for no one, no one
And every time I think of you I frown
Yeah, my eyes are open wide for no one, no one
The thought of you is so heavy now
Yeah, it's pretty cruel
Just slowly fading (yeah, now I'm on my own)
Yeah, you leave me clues
Can't pick up, baby (now I'm on my own)
Do you really think I wasn't this way?
My mind always hates me (yeah, yeah)
Yeah, my eyes are open wide
But my heart colder than frozen
Haha... fuck