Another day
I messed it up
I'll try it again
But is it enough
You're kidding yourself, now
You don't even know how
Dreaming up angels
Not even a payout
And you're calling for help
But they're blocking your cell
He's just talking you out of it
Pulling you back in this
Making a scene
So they know what you mean
And I'm so scared that you'll pull me back
It isn't so easy, easy
Why don't you leave me, breathing
Cover me in ashes and branches
I don't want to grow if I'm planted
It isn't so easy, easy
My brain is trying hard to defeat me
Nothing but demons
Nothing to believe in
And it's hard to get out
This maze of self doubt
I've been running around in circles
And I'd like to forget
All these thoughts in my head
I'm sick of always holding on
But every time i try to stop this feeling
It gets so much worse
And I feel so guilty that I'm blessed with a curse
Nicotine and liquor helps me numb the hurt
Wasted every night i wonder if it's worth it anymore
It isn't so easy, easy
Why don't you leave me, breathing
Cover me in ashes and branches
I don't want to grow if I'm planted
It isn't so easy, easy
My brain is trying hard to defeat me
Nothing but demons
Nothing to believe in
I'll lay it on the table
Tell me why am I so
Hesitant
(I'm out of wishes, gonna miss this)
I'll fix it, just give me time
I want it, so why am I so
Hesitant
(I'm out of wishes, gonna miss this)
It isn't so easy, easy
Why don't you leave me, breathing
Cover me in ashes and branches
I don't want to grow if I'm planted
It isn't so easy, easy
My brain is trying hard to defeat me
Nothing but demons
Nothing to believe in
It isn't so easy, easy
Why don't you leave me, breathing
Cover me in ashes and branches
I don't want to grow if I'm planted
It isn't so easy, easy
My brain is trying hard to defeat me
Nothing but demons
Nothing to believe in