Hate how this turned out You're still mad at me It haunts me in my sleep Fucked up my self esteem You know none of us was right all along So there's no point telling lies I hope you can make a song out of this when you degrade my life Don't get how you're never past things I left behind for heights You bring me back to places I left long ago behind She ask what I'm doing I say girl don't worry bout me I've been tryna find my way out of here maybe slightly Sometimes it gets tiring when I know that you're not with me Nowadays it's hard for me to even say I like me She ask what I'm doing I say girl don't worry bout me I've been tryna find my way out of here maybe slightly Sometimes it gets tiring when I know that you're not with me Nowadays it's hard for me to even say I like me Even say I like me Nowadays it's hard for me to even say I like me Now I'm very fucking sure that you defo despise me In another universe I know that you're my wifey Do you remember why I left ur house that night when I said bye to you Do you remember how I felt when you Called me and told me that I hate you Do you remember how I felt when I took Care the 3 am of you who's drunk as fuck Do you remember how I felt when you took Back the love I gave to you for someone else She ask what I'm doing I say girl don't worry bout me I've been tryna find my way out of here maybe slightly Sometimes it gets tiring when I know that you're not with me Nowadays it's hard for me to even say I like me She ask what I'm doing I say girl don't worry bout me I've been tryna find my way out of here maybe slightly Sometimes it gets tiring when i know that you're not with me Nowadays it's hard for me to even say I like me Endlessly feeling my type of insecurity I hate how this all happened from one night of routine Endlessly feeling my type of insecurity I hate how this all happened from one night of routine