I gotta know How does it feel To be on your own While you're able to heal And how do you call when you see me around Looking happy I gotta know Do you ever feel bad And wished to go Wished that you could go back 'Cause I am a mess and I need to hear You still love me, yeah I've gotta be strong I've gotta behave I've gotta be stable, as much as I'm able I don't know how long I can keep it up You don't make it easy, my heart is freezing I don't know how long I can keep this up It's hard to be strong when it all just stops And all we can do in this state of mind Is keeping busy I wish I could stay But it's not, not right It's better this way When you're out, outside And you'll never know that I find it so hard to let you go... I've gotta be strong... X2