Ghost all of my friends for days I love them to death but the time gets away Three to seven business days Til you hear back from me It's just the way that I'm made Isolation Social alien Lock myself inside my room with my hyperfixations Leave me alone I don't ever leave my room I don't fuck with anyone I'm so sick of being used I'm so fucking awkward And I try and try and try But I don't care anymore I can't talk to people And I can't figure it out So I don't care anymore I don't trust a soul in this shit They all want something else out of me Use my trauma for your clout Cause I say what you're all afraid to say I can't read between the lines like them Never learned the rules to the game I'm so fucking paranoid I just push everyone away I'm a recluse Never leave my room Unapproachable Never wanna leave home Pull the wool over my eyes I've been burned one thousand times It's easier to stay inside When you're like me and just need a place to hide