I've been outside, hoping for something better Holding my eyes, holding myself together And even on that island, heard my mother's wedding bells I've been so tired, I've been so... Tired ♪ I've been alone, walking those streets forever Holding my phone, wait to receive a letter And I'm gonna see my father, gonna ask him something else Where did you go? ♪ But everything's cool here, I don't want to ruin this party Everybody's cool here, I don't want to ruin your party ♪ Isn't that nice what an old man can tell ya? Ain't it just cruel what your old ma remembers? I don't wanna be my father, but I don't wanna be alone How can I hide? How can I... Know? ♪ I've been alone, writing you songs and letters I've been alone, feels like I might forever I've been living on that island, but it's time to let it go I've been so scared, I feel so... Alone ♪ But everything's cool here, I don't want to ruin this party Everybody's cool here, I don't want to ruin your party Everything's cool here, I don't want to ruin this party Everybody's cool here, I don't want to ruin your party