I was so scared of drowning, I can't touch the ground now So scared of falling, I'm lost in the clouds Now I, fashioned these wings just to run away But now without you, I don't know what to say I was so scared of drowning, I can't touch the ground now So scared of falling, I'm lost in the clouds Now I, fashioned these wings just to run away But now without you, I don't know what to say Cuz you're falling down I'm Icarus and I'm Daedalus, at the same time I'm flying too high and watching as I Plummet down through the cold sky I know the things that I carry with me I prophesy and I fall for lies And I'm paralyzed, and I'm paralyzed, and *breathe * And I'm paralyzed And I'm stuck inside all my insecurity Let the lies in, I know they're hurting me Love the nightmare, reject the perfect dream Not the perfect dream, that's reality Know he's loving me, why can't I just breathe It's the symphony of depravity Saved but why can't I just accept I'm free I'm enough for you, not enough for me I'm lost in Sicily Searching for clarity I'm haunted by the ghost of me I need my savior, please