I wake up again, I'm filled with this pain
It's always the same shit
I hear voices inside they tell me to die
I cannot explain it
I'm traumatized from shit that I've seen
It's stuck in my brain, bitch
I might take my own life and blow out my mind
I heard it heals pain quick
I wake up again, I'm filled with this pain
It's always the same shit
I hear voices inside they tell me to die
I cannot explain it
I'm traumatized from shit that I've seen
It's stuck in my brain, bitch
I might take my own life and blow out my mind
I heard it heals pain quick
Off of these pills Imma black out
Smokin' this dope 'till i pass out
If you seen what I seen you would tap out
Got no love in my heart
I don't laugh now
Sipping this lean got me nauseous
Popping so many Xans I'm unconscious
I'm giving so many signs aren't you watching?
Don't you cry when I'm dead in a coffin
I'm on my knees, I'm begging for help
I look to the sky and pray
Got a knife on my throat
A noose 'round my neck
I'm ready to die today
I'm so tired of earth and tired of pain
I'm ready to fly away
This a letter to fans and a letter to friends
I'm going to a better place
Hope I don't go to Hell for killing myself
I pray I see Heavens gates
Tell my mama I'm sorry and sister I love her
It's all gonna be okay
Hope you know that I tried my hardest to fight
But i'm just so tired of pain
I'll be up in the sky watching from high
Always just keeping you safe
I wake up again, I'm filled with this pain
It's always the same shit
I hear voices inside they tell me to die
I cannot explain it
I'm traumatized from shit that I've seen
It's stuck in my brain, bitch
I might take my own life and blow out my mind
I heard it heals pain quick
I wake up again, I'm filled with this pain
It's always the same shit
I hear voices inside they tell me to die
I cannot explain it
I'm traumatized from shit that I've seen
It's stuck in my brain, bitch
I might take my own life and blow out my mind
I heard it heals pain quick