I don't really wanna think about it right now
Got too much on my motherfuckin' mind, how?
See me comin' up, ain't nobody bringing me down
Sparkin' up, burnin' trees, bitch just come n' find out
I ain't ever goin' back to my hometown
Lost my homie to covid during the fuckin' lockdown
Living through him in everything that I do
27 club he never made it out, and it's the sad truth
You know I've been so alone
Gettin' lucky most nights and still feeling so cold
Living like a time bomb, a fear of getting old
Drinking all my pain away, I get out of control
Yeah I fuckin' know
Don't wanna be alone
Latching on to anyone to have someone to hold
Got a bitch on her knees n she giving me the dome
Then she forget who I am
She became a ghost, yuh
Mend this heart of stone
I don't want to pretend like you never cut me to the bone
But i'm getting much better at living in this life alone
Vibin' in the cold weather
Sittin' in this six feet of snow
That's why I moved to Denver, to get better
I'm fine
Lately I've been living my life
Building beats and rappin' on time
Bitch you know that I'm high
Off the shrooms a third eye
I'm fine
I used to think of how I could die
Bitch you know that I could never commit suicide
Living in Ocala with a pocket full of pills
Baby yea you know I only did it for the thrills
Depression filled my heart and then the drugs just gave me chills
Time tore me apart so I start to running to the hills
Made it to the mountains and I feel like I can heal
Bitch, I'm out in Denver staying high, just being real
All of these girls just want me for my tattoos
My heart made out of stone and painted dark blue
Mend this heart of stone
I don't want to pretend like you never cut me to the bone
But i'm getting much better at living in this life alone
Vibin' in the cold weather
Sittin' in this six feet of snow
That's why I moved to Denver, to get better
Mend this heart of stone
I don't want to pretend like you never cut me to the bone
But i'm getting much better at living in this life alone
Vibin' in the cold weather
Sittin' in this six feet of snow
That's why I moved to Denver, to get better