I'm having trouble putting down my pen Got no time for keeping up with friends Maybe you could meet me at the end? Ignore me again I don't care We lost our trust but I'll find it I swear It's hard for me to know what I don't know Even harder keeping out the cold I'm scared you won't love me when I'm old Ignore me again it's not fair We lost ourselves but I'll find us somewhere I'm sorry that I let you down All I wanted was to make you proud It's hard for me to say out loud How could I be so blind? I can't believe it's so ill-timed At least I'm still on your mind You know that all I wanted was for you to be happy Happy with me Driving through New York in the back of a taxi But you're not with me I'll make it up to you It's the things I put you through So what do you wanna do? If we're always on the move Then I got no time to prove That I changed and you like the new Not someone else I want you with me Cause you know me best Baby you're all I need I'm in this city alone I thought I followed your lead I got no directions without you You're my compass through the sea You know that all I wanted was for you to be happy Happy with me Driving through New York in the back of a taxi And you're not with me