Think I wanna skip some hours
Disappear that's my superpower
I find that I'm used for flower
Even worse when I feel used for power
My past is a thousand pictures
Leaf through my scripture its the new elixir
Underneath the tongue drops of tincture
Find bad friends even worse teachers
Sent Os up to fit the scene
Rode the sweet sweet rush of nicotine
And I mean I tried to intervene
But the grip on me might be the best I've seen
There's no right time to approach
And no use till the tension broached
I'm reading your note even though I memorized all the words you wrote
It highlights what I needed the most
Doesn't time fly
You thought you'd have more right
My friends have their own lives
I'm left on the sideline
Have you been feeling likewise
Staying up till twilight
Chase your dreams or die tryin'
Picking up speed on I9
Cuz you thought it'd be different
And you don't seem to fit in this life that you're living
You chose the path either you did or you didn't
It's too fast to pivot, still not really with it
Its been years since a family visit
Too proud to call admitting that you miss it
No need to hide that you gotta get fucked up every night
You wish you could be less timid
I was given all the time in the world
It's funny how it gets taken back
And before I know it I'll be moving on
I don't know how to act, not ready for that
I wasted years in my mind just picturing us
And I wish I had the courage to ask
Moments that were mine are forever gone
And you can't get em back, they're gone in a flash
The point is my circle disjointed
It smells herbal from what the joint did
Its rolled pointed and oil anointed
There's new sound in town and I coined it
And my social media page fake
Cut with dopamine trails and ad space
Algorithm laced, dispensary grade strain straight to the face
Echo chamber states
And they feed you to stay
It's real enough until the daylight fades
Forget to maintain the friends I made
They seem older but I feel the same
I think I needa fight it alone
It's my fault that's its growing rogue
Staying fond even though I realize what's going on
Small fish in the biggest pond
Doesn't time fly
You thought you'd have more right
My friends have their own lives
I'm left on the sideline
Have you been feeling likewise
Staying up till twilight
Chase your dreams or die tryin'
Picking up speed on I9
I was given all the time in the world
It's funny how it gets taken back
And before I know it I'll be moving on
I don't know how to act, not ready for that
I wasted years in my mind just picturing us
And I wish I had the courage to ask
Moments that were mine are forever gone
And you can't get em back, they're gone in a flash