All a lie, all a lie
It's all what I thought so I bothered why?
And true we ain't far from the starting line
But you hit me hard in this heart of mine
She sang me a lullaby holdin' my hands to her waist
So I waited, I'm tryna be patient
I'm tryna be different, old habits erase 'em
I really insist that it's all in the pacing
Eat away at me don't stop it love
Either way that you gon' chop it up
Shit ain't the same, and that's what I want
Shield you from pain but it's not enough
Rest on my laurels repressin' my fear, yeah
And stress that I feel, all in my chest
And my mandible, trust that I handle my business
Though pressure has built
So what's the deal? Stuck in my head
I ain't love it in here, live in the moment we liftin' off
Something I'm sippin' on puffin' this spliff
And not lovin' this shit I'm on fuck it I been alone
So what's the deal? Stuck in my head
I ain't love it in here, live in the moment we liftin' off
Something I'm sippin' on puffin' this spliff
And not lovin' this shit I'm gone
Girl you scared of what you don't know
And it's easy loving yourself
Yeah you scared of what you don't know
I can't hear you if you don't yell
Girl you scared of what you don't know
And it's easy loving yourself
Yeah you scared of what you don't know
I can't hear you if you don't yell
I'm, I'm, thinkin' in circles so I drink about it
I'm, sinkin' in purple till my ink is out
Look at that tourmaline gleam with the green
That's how you seemed but it's different now
Can't relate? I can't hate that
Can't keep stressin' like damn face facts
Brief depression then, learn some lessons
And cook some breakfast yea, pancakes fat
Thinkin' in circles, sinkin' in purple
Pick a damn route right now
I cannot ride 'round all day
Why wait while the light die down?
I ain't gon' assume what you want
What I gotta do just to prove what I'm 'bout?
This love seemed light till I found out what it weigh
That's life like, what a day
Yeah, it's been a minute
Wishing that we'd talk still
Sittin' by the window, driftin' like it's limbo
Hopin' that the pain gon' heal
But I know it won't, honestly these back and forths
Got me thinking I don't know what's real
Empathy gets the best of me, it's so bittersweet
Don't know how you feel
Fuck it, I know that we messed up
I know that I'm stressed out
I'm just laying here picking up the pieces
Just to feel so let down, just an ex now
I'm a fuck up, and it's fucked up
How you left with no sound
And it's hard to breathe because honestly
I'm too scared to speak up out loud
Ay, hold up, I'm so sorry for the wait
I'm so sorry for the way I treated you
It's just a phase
Missed connections gon' haunt me
Baby put it in its grave
Yeah I know we're not together
But I know it's not the same
Yeah I know it's not the same
Girl you scared of what you don't know
And it's easy loving yourself
Yeah you scared of what you don't know
I can't hear you if you don't yell
Girl you scared of what you don't know
And it's easy loving yourself
Yeah you scared of what you don't know
I can't hear you if you don't yell
Guess I'm scared of what I don't know
And it's easy loving myself
Yeah I'm scared of what I don't know
I need answers only time tell
Guess I'm scared of what I don't know
And it's easy loving myself
Yeah I'm scared of what I don't know
I need answers only time tell