I've been sitting in my room making music I've been sitting in my room making you sick Of my shit I can't deal anymore I can't feel anymore Is this real anymore? It's okay, I'm fine with my ways I'm fine every day I'm super ok I've never been better but I'm so scared I've never been better but I'm so scared I love you As a friend And everything you do for me Has come together beautifully In my mind In my thoughts In my eyes But I know that I lost you in your eyes But it's good, I feel okay And I would never lie to you And baby I would die for you I've never been better but I'm so scared I've never been better but I'm so scared ♪ I've been sitting in my room making music I've been sitting in my room making you sick Of my shit I can't deal anymore I can't feel anymore Is this real anymore? It's okay, I'm fine with my ways I'm fine every day I'm super okay I've never been better but I'm so scared I've never been better but I'm so scared