To him i'm just a little boy Crying out for attention I just want to feel the joy When he calls my name. To him i'm just a little boy Crying out for attention I just want to feel the joy When he calls my name I've had too many sleepless nights Thinking of the things he said Even if he's by my side Horrid thoughts inside my head Say the things I wanna hear For a smile Maybe he will stick around for awhile Start to comtemplate myself Inside my mind Try to be the things he wants But it's never right We can speed on down highway Tonight Maybe things will go my way Tonight And I just want to be The best you've ever had Be a pretty boy for you Is that so hard You're so mean But I'm fine My mental Is alright Suffocation in my dreams Pull my heart out the seams Honestly you never change I don't either and it's sad Hard to trust the words you say Only keep me for escape You don't understand my pain And I think I'm fine with that You don't care And I don't mind I just wanna share my time Only trying to survive Won't you hold me through The night Whisper words into my ear Make me feel like I mean something to you To him I'm just a little boy Crying out for attention I just want to feel the joy When he calls my name