Smoking cigarettes to feel something
Daddy issues don't mean nothing
I tell myself that he means nothing
But who am I kidding (kidding)? Yeah (yeah)
Saying I'm worthless and good riddance
Maybe we should just keep our distance
After a time we can try and fix it
Trust right now I ain't tryna fix shit
So am I selfish?
Am I selfish? Yeah
I've seen your worst, so now I'm hurt, so I'm fucking selfish (selfish)
I'm fucking selfish (I'm fucking selfish)
I'm fucking selfish
I put me first, I know my worth
But that makes me selfish (makes me selfish)
Working hard to break your grip
No way that I sustain it
Yeah, you've got your expectations
Can't expect no one to take 'em
You don't see what I see
All the pain, all the agony
You don't believe what you don't see
Having to be less to love me
But now I'm selfish
Am I selfish? (Am I selfish?) Yeah
I've seen your worst, so now I'm hurt, so I'm fucking selfish (selfish)
I'm fucking selfish (I'm fucking selfish)
I'm fucking selfish (I'm fucking selfish)
I put me first I know my worth
But that makes me selfish (makes me selfish)
Tell you how I feel
Fearing you ignore
Made me feel unreal
And feel nothing at all
Hard to choke my words (yeah, yeah)
I'm against the wall (oh, oh)
Yeah, you cut me deep
And you let me crawl
But now I'm selfish
Am I selfish? Yeah
I've seen your worst, so now I'm hurt, so I'm fucking selfish (fucking selfish)
I'm fucking selfish (I'm fucking selfish)
I'm fucking selfish (I'm fucking selfish)
I put me first I know my worth
But that makes me selfish
That makes me selfish (makes me selfish, selfish)
I put me first I know my worth
But that makes me selfish (makes me selfish)