A crowded room and I'm still lonely Talkin' tough but it ain't true And any girl who tries to love me I'm scared to death I'll break her heart in two Still lookin' for something to believe in To be the man my daddy told me to be Fall on my knees searchin' for the reason Find the strength the good Lord gave me And I'm still fightin' with the demons up inside my head And I ain't lyin', there's some dark ones underneath my bed There's a long road in front of me, there's a light I finally see I'm done hidin' Still ain't the man I wanna be but I'm still fightin' And I'm still fightin' Sometimes I still drink too much whiskey Close the blinds and hide my phone And pray like hell the Lord will save me And tear these walls down stone by stone I'm still fightin' with the demons up inside my head And I ain't lyin', there's some dark ones underneath my bed There's a long road in front of me, there's a light I finally see I'm done hidin' Still ain't the man I wanna be but I'm still fightin' Yeah, and I'm still fightin' Somehow, I'm findin' the courage Livin' and learnin' all I know is I'm still fightin' with the demons up inside my head And I ain't lyin', there's some dark ones underneath my bed Afraid but I don't care Can't be brave if you ain't scared I'm still fightin', fightin' with everything I am Won't stop fightin', fightin' down to my last breath There's a long road in front of me, but there's a light I finally see I'm done hidin' Still ain't the man I wanna be but I'm still fightin' Yeah, and I'm still fightin' And I'm still fightin', yeah And I'm still fightin'