1989 my life felt so good and pure Never felt any worries I'm not kidding for sure Everything clear, no doubts at all Of a sudden I fell and clouds became glum My room went dark filled with cold air My tears felt endless, blankest despair With my fear so deep I'm standing in line The year is 2001 I drove my head to the edge Passed out a million times, I tried to forget Sinister moments, won't let go Lost hope and control, lost faith in it all My world went down, dark and complex My perception fucked I wonder what's next With my fear so deep I'm standing in line And though I see people around I feel alone please give me a sign To reach out for, just to get by With my fear so deep I'm standing in line And though I see people around I feel alone please give me a sign To reach out for, just to get by