This time I got ahead of you
I felt different, prepared and stronger
I will never be the same again
I'll make sure that you remember
A drug is what you are to me
And that drug I will surrender
Deep in exile a fountain of my soul
Every time I see the sun is rising
It's not for me - It's not for me
Give me that
Every time I hear the nothing calling
It's all for me - It's all for me
But I don't want that
Your regrets have always been
A mark left on my skin
This fear that you can't cope with inside
Comes from how you fucked up my life
Every time you left me there
Breaks your heart in endless despair
Now you know how it feels
Now you are where you left me behind
I never believed in tomorrow
I always stood there watching
Absolutely helpless in sorrow
Making me believe that's the one
Every time I see the sun is rising
It's not for me - It's not for me
Give me that
Every time I hear the nothing calling
It's all for me - It's all for me
But I don't want that
Your regrets have always been
A mark left on my skin
All my life I was looking for
Something that lasts for sure
Every time you left me there
Breaks your heart but I don't care
Now you know how it feels
Now you know how I feel
Black me out
Black me out
Black me out
It like a train rushing through years
Would you please prove me wrong
Pull the trigger and black me out
Pull the trigger and black me out
Your regrets have always been
A mark left on my skin
All my life I was looking for
Something that lasts for sure
Every time you left me there
Breaks your heart but I don't care
Now you know how it feels
Now you know how I feel