Seeing your eyes in the painted sky
Can't keep running so I chose to fly
While with her still thinking 'bout the times
Accepted your love, but to you it was a lie
Where were you, when I needed you the most
Got my homies saying that I went ghost
Broken heart, I left the coast
Reminisce on days, we'd sit back at and smoke
Pink skies, garden nights
Fell for the city full of soft warm lights
Got a, new girl on my arm now
Moved on from your heart
And it's been a few months since I saw your face
Hopped on a plane, flying from mistakes
And she's good to me
In places that you shouldn't be
I lay in a cradle of greenery
Purging my past with the scenery
Don't think of her with the green in me
Still think of her on the city streets
Roaming around get my head straight
Springtime I was in a bad state
Don't miss her even on these days
So I block it out live in the fast lane
Seeing your eyes in the painted sky
Can't keep running so I chose to fly
While with her still thinking 'bout the times
Accepted your love, but to you, it was a lie
Where were you, when I needed you the most
Got my homies saying that I went ghost
Broken heart, I left the coast
Reminisce on days, we'd sit back at and smoke
I fight it off, but it's all smoke and mirrors
Look at my actions it couldn't be clearer
I'm not over you at all
Every day that realization draws nearer
Like tryna run from my reflection
I sought comfort in affection
Thought her love would take my mind away
But when I'm with her, all I feel is gray
But all I see is green
See your eyes inside my dreams
I feel lonely in this place
I see you inside her face
Lying by her side
I've been lying all this time
Said I'd never let her go
But I never took a hold
And I've been missing home
But I know I'm all alone
And you're not gon' pick that phone up, when I dial the tone
I can't use her soul to get over you
Time to face the truth this was overdue
I can't run, not anymore
Can't smoke away the pain, as I sink through the floor
Bring me flowers, leave them at the door
Watch the death of a coward, I am being reborn
I am being reborn
Death in the moonlight, by my own sword
I am being reborn
Death in the moonlight, by my own sword
A coward runs, he hides
Fills his mind with distractions to blot out the fear that consumes him
I choose then to let the coward die