If you know me then you know I like to go nuts
But lately, I've been so numb
White on the counter, black got my boys up
Bloody Mary on the sofa
Slipping, tripping spit it out cause I'm so drunk
Or did I kill her I don't know bruh
Ima lay in it can't even pick my phone up
Bloody Mary on the sofa
Bloody Mary, Bloody Mary, Bloody Mary
I say that and repeat it in the mirror so she hear me
I want her to take me away I'm feeling weary
Lights out now I see her in the mirror
See her clearly
Am I tripping, am I flipping out
Prolly
And if my mom were to see me now
I'm sorry
I'm exhausted
But I'm not depressed
I'm tired of repeating in my head what she said when she left
I ain't drinking now but when I do I sip the strongest
Whatever gets me out of my head for the longest
And I think about your memory still when I'm on it
There you go like they're supersonic
Jesus, please
I ain't on my knees
I'm just tryna sleep
Before I rest in peace
Before I rest in pieces
See you in my dreams
Sleeping when I'm leaning
Leaning till I sleep
If you know me then you know I like to go nuts
But lately, I've been so numb
White on the counter, black got my boys up
Bloody Mary on the sofa
Slipping, tripping spit it out cause I'm so drunk
Or did I kill her I don't know bruh
Ima lay in it can't even pick my phone up
Bloody Mary on the sofa
I've got an ocean of liquors surrounding my lifeless body
I drown the pain in old spirits
But still your memory haunts me
And I'm surprised
By ghost tails
And tall tales
You told them lies
And said that I was a stalker
I had to sit with the police and show our messages, awkward
Communication
And hours of restless pacing, until they got confirmation
That my story checked out
You had me anxious and paranoid going out of the house
I kept it all inside
Killed myself slowly
But now I fall each night
Wishing you'd hold me
I hold the bottle cause these broken shards hurt less than your memory
I can't go through our old pictures I know that'd be the end of me
Here I am
Still on your presence regardless
And wishing that I'd get a happy ending where you're not heartless
I'm on a mission
To drown out your phantom in apparitions
And clear these ghosts from my mind, please
If you know me then you know I like to go nuts
But lately, I've been so numb
White on the counter, black got my boys up
Bloody Mary on the sofa
Slipping, tripping spit it out cause I'm so drunk
Or did I kill her I don't know bruh
Ima lay in it can't even pick my phone up
Bloody Mary on the sofa