It's 9:22pm and I'm alone
She said she'd be back 3 hours ago and I'm not mad
Just lonely
What am I going to do when she leaves again
For good this time
When she's gone
It's been 3 hours since she left, I mean 3 hours really left
Until the day ends
Amen
Time moves
It's been 3 hours since she said she'd be back
And I'm still alone
I don't need a phone
Cause she won't call me
Text me
Next she
Says we can't be together because she's with her lover
And I know it's all in my head but what if she really loves her
And hates me
I need your light in my presence
My mind gets dark need direction
Won't you hit up my phone
I've been missing your tone
I need your light in my presence
My mind gets dark need direction
Won't you hit up my phone
I've been missing your tone
When I close my eyes I see you walking out my life
I'm trying harder not to freak out but I just can't get it right
Happened overnight
Happens every time
Anxious and I'm paranoid that all my fears are right
You leave for hours it feels like I'm dying
Tell you I'm okay but clearly I'm lying
Thoughts I'm denying
Trapped in my head
You pull my ions
I'm negative
Even if for now I'm what you want
One day maybe soon you won't respond
When you're gone, what more can I think of, then when you're gone
I need your light in my presence
My mind gets dark need direction
Won't you hit up my phone
I've been missing your tone
I need your light in my presence
My mind gets dark need direction
Won't you hit up my phone
I've been missing your tone
I lay in the dark, awaiting your call
Hands stretched
Up out to the clouds, my legs on the wall
I'm stressed
I'm bored and alone, you're out with your girl
My mind concedes you're not gonna call, I'm stuck in a world
Of worry and of thoughts that maybe I was right
You played me I'll be stuck all night
Your emerald iris kryptonite
My burning feelings set alight
What is this
Why is this fear so all-consuming that I'm lifeless
Maybe you're bad for me
Maybe I need to take some time to stop a tragedy
Light in a dark room
It's your message
Hey let's go out soon
Oh damn, forget it
All my worries are gone