I just wanna play dead
So faded still I wonder where the day went
Wished it made sense
Still, I'm asking questions fore I second guess my methods
Every fucked up day always has a happy ending
So I look for it I look forward to it
Cuz there's always more to it
I been boss living winning now
Caught a fuckin headcase
And showed it how to play around
Wondered if you're staying down but I doubt it
Ask if we're debating, like nah I won't allow it
Cuz I need some fuckin time if you're tryna waste mine
I've been going through it but I know I'll be fine
Wish I had a day without you crossing my mind
But what can I expect when I can't escape mine
I don't wanna hear about your fucked up life
Yeah we know
Handle your shit and you might feel right
Who knows
I've been counting up the reasons every day and night
And it shows
You couldn't fuckin' last one day and that's alright
Cuz I'm on my own
Not much changed still just me in my one way
Upgraded to a dime from chump change
Minds far from mundane
We'll put it in the past til' the future slips away
Like they gave no choice, how bout it
Tryna break through the noise, I doubt it
Guess I'm trapped in my head
I don't know how much is left
At this point, I could do without it
Tryna keep my head low
I got too much left to show
Fuckin swear I been on one
Doesn't matter what I make
It won't be how much it takes
At least I got it all done
I don't see you looking out for me
But you're always in need
Tryna waste your breath on apologies
I'd rather not speak
I don't wanna hear about your fucked up life
Yeah we know
Handle your shit and you might feel right
Who knows
I've been counting up the reasons every day and night
And it shows
You couldn't fuckin last one day and that's alright
Cuz I'm on my own