I can't hide
I'm running out of lies, yeah
I'm scared to let go my disguise but
What good is it?
You've known I'm broken
All along
I miss those days
December haze
Nothing to doubt
No one to hate
Life seemed so new
When I met you
But now all that I see is gray
Time got away
Winter to may
But looking back
I wish I'd stay
'Cause nothing now
Is worth the same
As what you made me feel that day
Don't go pretend
You don't think about it
The way I do
Cause I know
That we're both up at night
Thinking the same things
All the time
I want to let this go
But somehow we both know
That it's not time for that
You can't give up
What you want back
I miss those days
December haze
Nothing to doubt
No one to hate
Life seemed so new
When I met you
But now all that I see is gray
Time got away
Winter to may
But looking back
I wish I'd stay
'Cause nothing now
Is worth the same
As what you made me feel that day
And I'm tired of pretending
That it never even mattered
Picking up the pieces
That I don't admit are shattered
I won't change
But if I stay the same
I know that I'll be to blame
Yeah, it's a painful exchange
I want to let this go
But somehow we both know
That it's not time for that
You can't give up
What you want back
I miss those days
December haze
Nothing to doubt
No one to hate
Life seemed so new
When I met you
But now all that I see is gray
Time got away
Winter to may
But looking back
I wish I'd stay
'Cause nothing now
Is worth the same
As what you made me feel that day