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My niggas died a couple days apart, it tore my heart
While I was sick from covid, lettin' the nurses check my chart
That Delta Variant, on the real ain't nothin' scariest
I'm thankful for y'all checkin' on y'all dog like a veterinarian
But please don't get to talkin' 'bout this vaccine
I'm on the fence about it, that cure ain't savin' shit, this bitch want everybody
Baby momma seein' that I'm hurt, act like she don't care about it
I guess that's what I get for fuckin' everybody
Cherish when you got somebody got good
On the 'hood it could be worse
Respect a bad bitch who know her worth
My therapist say, I need church to get in touch with God
But she don't even know I'm muslim so I hit the mosque
Sometimes I feel like I'm not worth real love (I'm not worth real love)
I can't forgive myself cause what I done is fucked up (What I done is fucked up)
I'm human, I'm not perfect but I'm worth it, swear to God (Swear to God)
I am who I am, I gave my life to the mob
And I ride with a stick still
Slide like a big wheel
God please keep me alive to watch my kid's live
I hope all the opp niggas die, it'll be a big deal
They wanna take my life but I move right cause I can't get killed
Stopped coming' around my niggas, I was embarrassed I was broke
Never asked for no cho, I just took it to the throat
I was in the shower cryin', askin' God why is it like this?
He said "You the candle, burning wax, just gone 'head an ignite it"
Can't really tell you how I feel so I write it
I really came from the field, gun violence
I come from the real, no respect if you testifying
Snitches is cool with snitches, they besties and made alliance
I wanna reach the top, what if I fall when I start climbin'?
I want steak an lobster but love hot sauce in my top ramen
I gotta be better if I want you back an we solid but you're puttin' miles on that pussy and I'm lettin' these bitches ride it (Fuck)
Sometimes I feel like I'm not worth real love (I'm not worth real love)
I can't forgive myself cause what I done is fucked up (What I done is fucked up)
I'm human, I'm not perfect but I'm worth it, swear to God (Swear to God)
I am who I am, I gave my life to the mob
And I ride with a stick still
Slide like a big wheel
God please keep me alive to watch my kid's live
I hope all the opp niggas die, it'll be a big deal
They wanna take my life but I move right cause I can't get killed