Throwing smoke Cast the first stone I stayed up While you left home How do I know If this is worth keeping Should I measure the tears we've cried Against the arc of conversation? One last kiss One more cigarette Abandon me A dead soldier in your bed Where did you go Were you shown some revelation? Should I remember the scene of the crime Or lose it in translation? You were my everything/I tell myself that this is just a bad dream There is no love No future in nostalgia No blessing in brokenness Only feelings to be guilty of But I'm waiting for someone to prove me wrong Closing wounds Things we dispose I'll steal your books You'll bury my clothes When did we end up Playing in the dark? Were we really tired of stalling Or just afraid of false starts? Revel in This post-apocalypse Undo the seams Of two hearts' eclipse You were my everything/I tell myself that this is just a bad dream There is no love No future in nostalgia No blessing in brokenness Only feelings to be guilty of But I'm waiting for someone to prove me wrong