I beat myself up For letting you down Wish things had gone my way Counted my blessings Not sure what I'm missing Too young to be tired of change Did I miss a beat Of this conspiracy I'm done with digging all the dirt Denial's my disease This plot I made believe Keep hitting me where it hurts Why do I keep on trying to fix what ain't broken I'll bend us to break just so I can feel some emotion And all I ever wanted was a sweet distraction But you stayed long enough to turn into my only obsession Pinning shadows down I get worse when it gets darker The light is too bright I'm exhausted by the colours of you Of your golden hue Leave the bulb alone and Let the flower bloom Keep your sticks and stones Don't trip over the fuse but I do Because of you Did I miss a beat Of this conspiracy I'm done with digging all the dirt Denial's my disease This plot I made believe Keep hitting me where it hurts Why do I keep on trying to fix what ain't broken I'll bend us to break just so I can feel some emotion And all I ever wanted was a sweet distraction But you stayed long enough to turn into my only obsession Credits Yeeling