I wasn't exactly alone when she left me Figured I wasn't unhappy to live with my own world I tend to make my mountains out of molehills I've always made my goddesses out of you girls And I've always had the chance to say That I never got to scream when I drowned in your sea You know I've always been lonely so I guess I just got used to it But I guess I got used to dragging you down with me So my sandcastle has been waiting for the waves I carry lost love like some tragic disease And I wonder why she never came back to put out the flames But when I called her this was what she said to me "It makes more sense to stay underwater It's not that hard to sing about being hurt It's kind of lucrative to write a love song Because everybody else just can't get enough It's always easier to be victimised Always blame the one who got you burnt It's kind of funny how things turned out for ya Because everybody knows The truth's just not enough for the show Because everybody knows The truth's just not enough for the show" Well I'm aware I'm gonna die someday So I might as well go down crashin' and burnin' Oh my Lord, can you help me out here? Oh my Lord, why didn't you just pick up the phone? Oh my Lord, why did you forsake me? You know I carried my cross, I was bound in sin's chains Oh my Lord, you just not listenin' But when I was on my knees this was what He said to me "It makes more sense to stay underwater It's not that hard to sing about being hurt It's kind of lucrative to write a love song Because everybody else just can't get enough It's always easier to be victimised Always blame the one who got you burnt It's kind of funny how things turned out for ya Because everybody knows The truth's just not enough for the show Because everybody knows The truth's just not enough for the show"