What if I just gave up on myself And let the heartbreak win I'd spend the evenings sedated The afternoons faded The sad life would be all mine What if I called your phone at midnight And you just let it ring No longer thinking of me as you're falling asleep Now I lie to myself and say I will be fine without you And I'm gonna move on and forget you I wish this were a fairytale And all I had to do was charm you back No longer the groom to your bride Just a thorn in your side And I damn sure feel like a prick alright A goddamn prick Oh why'd you have to be so damn perfect It's so hard to hate you I don't blame you For finally coming to your senses But being alone is shit I'll keep lying to myself and say I will be fine without you And I'm gonna move on and forget you But this is the way I choose to lie to myself to feel alright And I'll swallow all my pride one day But for now I'll smile and say I'm not a damn mess, since I lost you You're a liar, liar I will be fine without you You're a liar, liar I'm gonna move on and forget you You're a liar, liar This is the way I choose to lie to myself to feel alright And I'll swallow all my pride one day But for now I'll smile and say I'm not a damn mess, since I lost you You're a liar, liar This is the way I choose to lie to myself to feel alright You're a liar, liar I'll keep lying to myself and say I'm ok