Feel like I wanna die sometimes
Just a thought on my mind
I can't help but decide this time
I'm going under another fight
I know, things ain't been the same since
Oh, "fake it 'til you make it"
I know, the lights won't make you famous
Oh-no-oh-woah, but
It's not what it looks like, not what it looks like
Not what it looks like (oh-oh)
It's not what it looks like, not what it looks like, yeah
Not what it looks like
(Ooh-ooh, yeah)
I ain't wanna talk about this
All the pressure I get around it
Taking steps in the wrong direction
Hide the pain and hide all the stressin'
Haters' talk might be my biggest blessing
Fallen down, can get back up, I'm thinkin'
"What would life be like without my friends, yeah?"
I'm closing up by living on the edges
Extremely adamant, staying true to it
One commandment and now I'm losing it
Every time I fail, beat me 'cause of it
Leaning on a sail, I'm rowing past it
"Better leave," I'm leavin' after this
Overthink with everything I miss
Something I can't hide, don't seem to fit
I'm breaking all my promises
(I'm breaking all my promises)
(Ooh-whoa-oh)
It's not what it looks like, not what it looks like
Not what it looks like (oh-oh)
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)
It's not what it looks like, not what it looks like, yeah
Not what it looks like (it's not)
(Oh-whoa)
(No it's, no it's not)
(Not what it looks like)