Sometimes we run from destiny
What's life without some empathy
Young minds who share pain mentally
Some find your weight low density
Somethings you think are ecstasy
Too much might seem so heavenly
The death of me and the death of you the death of we
Been a fool but I'm in a mood
Let me introduce my inner me
Interludes always interweave
Stupid interviews with the enemy
Whats your name? Do you hide your pain?
You can spill it all this is therapy
Go through phases seasons change
At the end of fall comes winter leaves
Make it rain cus you want fame
Entertainment's not enough
Spit some game and roll your blunt
I keep it blunt I call your bluffs.
Poker faces face medusa but the snakes will turn you rough
Heart of stone it's what you want
You're insane you've lost your love
Nine lives remain after you fell
Time flies make peace with your new self
Im ain't finna get fooled by a few white lies in the booth but I'll tell the truth
My mind sees through all the bullshit
Who's this looking in the mirror where's cupid?
I wanna love myself more than you did
Oh Messiah
Sometimes my life feels so undesired
Sometimes it seems like everything's on fire
And I always feel so damn tired
And I always need to get higher
And I don't believe in ya
Oh Messiah
Sometimes my life feels so undesired
Sometimes it seems like everything's on fire
And I always feel so damn tired
And I always need to get higher
And I don't believe in me either
I've been praying everyday will shit be different now?
Cus if I wake up underwater will I swim or drown?
And when I look up at the sky I see a different cloud
All my visions of the future I ain't been around
I thought of suicide many times
I thought its do or die many times
Too many pills that I took one night to wake up alive I was so surprised
I was in a fight with my enemy it's on sight
Off the ketamine I'm not high
Oh Messiah
Oh Messiah
Oh Messiah
Oh Messiah
Oh Messiah
Sometimes my life feels so undesired
Sometimes it seems like everything's on fire
And I always feel so damn tired
And I always need to get higher
And I don't believe in ya
Oh Messiah
Sometimes my life feels so undesired
Sometimes it seems like everything's on fire
And I always feel so damn tired
And I always need to get higher
And I don't believe in me either