All these thoughts keep messing with my head
I'm so numb now I can't get out of bed
Feeling like myself now I'm feeling like I'm dead
Am I really dead feeling backwards in my head
All these thoughts keep messing with my head
I'm so numb now I can't get out of bed
Feeling like myself now I'm feeling like I'm dead
Am I really dead oooo ooohhh
I can't think ahead
Memories fogged from the words I never said
Feeling like my life is hanging from a thread
I'm just trying to live I'm just trying to make that bread
No more tears to shed I'll just throw myself instead
Am I really here now
Or is it just a ghost town
I don't wanna fall down
Trying not to feel so backwards in my head
All these thoughts keep messing with my head
I'm so numb no I can't get out of bed
Feeling like myself no I'm feeling like I'm dead
Am I really dead feeling backwards in my head
All these thoughts keep messing with my head
I'm so numb no I can't get out of bed
Feeling like myself no I'm feeling like I'm dead
Am I really dead oooo ooohhh
Darkest thoughts inside my head
Got a noose on my neck should I play hangman
Cause no matter how many cabbage seeds I plant Never seem to get ahead
I'm Feeling unsettled I'm going down
I V ketamine slow it down
How did my world flip upside down
Everything in my head is backward now
Sometimes i know i lose focus
Try to reset to the scent of the lotus
Hocus pocus didn't notice world got me tricked like Trojan horses
Face to face with my demons screaming
Run with the pace of a thoroughbred
Quick as I can but I can't escape the thoughts got me feeling backwards in my head
All these thoughts keep messing with my head
I'm so numb no I can't get out of bed
Feeling like myself no I'm feeling like I'm dead
Am I really dead feeling backwards in my head
All these thoughts keep messing with my head
I'm so numb no I can't get out of bed
Feeling like myself no feeling like I'm dead
Am I really dead