A notebook and a pen to reminisce
Forever feeling like I can't fix things
No matter how much I try
When I was so desperate to end this
I took a gun hoping that I'd never miss
Your prayers were stronger than mine
Please give me a chance
To set things right
I need you in my life
After all this time
I know I let you down
I'm sorry
Please forgive me baby
I never wanted this to end
Would you ever come back to me
I'll fix myself and mend
I miss the way you used to kiss me
With your cherry seasoned tongue
For all those memories shared, ain't I
Worthy of a second chance
One j, I still wanna crossfade
Six shots and I'm still broken
So many more things left unsaid
I got us into this mess
It's been two years since your last call
Maybe it's high time that I move on
Before I bow to fate
Would you ever reconsider and
Give me another chance
To redeem myself
Is it wrong for me to try
Whatever went wrong
I feel responsible
I'm sorry
Please forgive me baby
I never wanted this to end
Would you ever come back to me
I'm not who I used to be
I miss the air I breathe at your place
Or was it all you I can't tell
For all those memories shared, ain't I
Worthy of a second chance
I've been working on my insecurities
I'm tired of beating myself over things
That shouldn't have bothered me
Getting drunk on whiskey
Hoping that you'll ever miss me
I know I tried to hurt you back
With all the pain that I felt in my head
I could've been a better man
If only I could tell my fifteen self
It isn't worth it and
Be by your side
To look in your eyes
And tell you that I love you
Can we start over again
And fight our way through
Together
Please forgive me baby
I never wanted this to end
Would you ever come back to me
I'll fix myself and mend
Lend me your ears, hear me out baby
This is my apology
For all those memories shared, ain't I
Worthy of a second chance