I tried Too many times To find the high of my life Most times Ended up imploding Well I'm doing my best Stuck in a fall I keep repeating, void of meaning While they're bringing me down Cut ties With the preacher and the missionaries In the back row I walk a tightrope Take all the high roads Pretending it's the time of my life Watching the right shows Hitting the high notes But everything's been catching my eye It's stuck in my mind I'm in a state Stuck in a way I need a change Gonna innovate They're gonna pay Feels like someone beat the hell out of me Dreamer, believer Waisting on the other side Cold air, blank stare Coughing up a little blood High on a feeling Got my feet up on the ceiling While they're pulling me down I did it again So unappealing When their fists are always swinging Hear the deafening crowd It turns out I did it again Again, again, again, again I'm in a state Stuck in a way I need a change Gonna innovate They're gonna pay Feels like someone beat the hell out of me I'm in a state Stuck in a way I need a change Gonna innovate They're gonna pay Feels like someone beat the hell out of me I hear a sound It's deafening Above the crowd A signaling I shrug it off A love remiss A cosmic force I'll never glimpse I'm in a state Stuck in a way I need a change Gonna innovate They're gonna pay Feels like someone beat the hell out of me I'm in a state Stuck in a way I need a change Gonna innovate They're gonna pay Feels like someone beat the hell out of me