I prefer my time spent in my head Summer Reading List in my bed So how did I end up back here instead Hiding where it's hard to find a friend This kid I barely knew got drunk last night Drove his car off interstate lines Vigil at the school by candlelight I thought I could duck out without a sight And is it my fault I can't relate To anyone in this town And I'm such a prick to all my friends That they never stick around I don't know what I'm doing I don't know what I'm doing here Don't know what I'm doing I don't know what I'm doing here Everybody leaves to get fucked up Thinking I could use the same We caravan to Michael's parents' place It's starting to feel like a bad cliché "Bring your little brother!" someone says I think he's gonna kill my vibe And now I listen while he makes new friends And I'm on the outside But it's all my fault I feel alone As I wander in and out Of discussions with people I don't mind But couldn't care less about I don't know what I'm doing I don't know what I'm doing here Don't know what I'm doing I don't know what I'm doing here I prefer my time spent in my head Summer Reading List in my bed