Wake up Fake smile on my face Calm and complacent or they'll label you a basket case Inside It gets the best of me A prisoner held on the edge of insanity I can't take it I can't take it This self destruction it just makes me sick I can't fake it I can't fake it Will I lose this war within my mind? I'm feeling dead inside I feel Like there's a heart beneath the floor I can hear it beating it goes on and on forevermore Within My thoughts remain unclear Filled with doubt, I just want out Constantly full of fear I can't take it I can't take it This self destruction it just makes me sick I can't fake it I can't fake it Will I lose this war within my mind? I'm feeling dead inside I can hear it calling But it's whispers mean nothing If I hear it deep within the doubts will slowly come again My worst enemy Is the one that I cannot see Won't let the darkness win or the voice inside will be my end I can't take it I can't take it But this self destruction it just makes me sick I can't fake it I can't fake it I can't take it I can't take it This self destruction it just makes me sick I can't fake it I can't fake it Will I lose this war within my mind? I'm feeling dead inside