I start to really wonder as I'm looking at me,
Am I really this person in the mirror that I see.
Do I really believe in all these words that I speak,
Because I don't know anymore who I'm supposed to be.
Sometimes I get so lost in these crazy thoughts that I have,
Overthinking everything makes it hard to take a grasp.
Then I overthink some more, wonder how long this will last,
Never realizing this whole time I can choose to stop the past
From controlling me, but noticeably it's got its hold again...
All my thoughts are on the run, but no one knows who will win
So I start to search within me, looking underneath my skin
Examining all these wounds to remind me of where I've been
Now it's time to take a hold, of a mind that's lost control,
I will overcome it cause I feel it in my soul.
I just have to stay grounded and try to take it slow,
Just take it a day at a time because is the only way I know.
I'm overthinking again, these words inside of my head
Repeating, repeating
I'm overthinking again, these words inside of my head
They never, they never end
Overthinking, now I'm thinking, has taken hold again.
But this time, I am just fine, yeah I found some peace within.
Starting to realize in life, things can change up like the wind,
Or how sometimes the enemy can be your closest friend, myself.
Now I'm overthinking again, and it's easy to see,
All these thoughts inside my mind have taken their toll on me.
I know I am the one to change how I perceive,
So now I open up my eyes so I can finally see.
This reality coming out of me, for the truth that I seek.
It keeps me presently aware of all the chaos at brink,
So I slow it all down, nod my head and just blink.
Drifting away to a place where I can choose to not think,
For this moment, just being present and own it,
There's no more wasting my time, if I'm aware of who's shown it.
I'm making peace with these things, healing these wounds from within,
So they will never rise above, to the surface again.
I'm overthinking again, these words inside of my head
Repeating, repeating
I'm overthinking again, these words inside of my head
They never, they never end