Telecoms companies telling you to talk
While they're profiting off your health
To bank a quick buck while you're tryna' make sense
Of your low opinion of yourself
Why don't you take a day off work to lie on the couch
And convince yourself it's not there
You can tell all your friends that you're going through hell
When deep down nobody cares
See, I got a case of Citalopram blues
Got me taking these pills like I've got something to lose
CBT, CBD, they say those things are good for me
SSRI, go outside, stretch your legs, exercise
Face your fears, face the facts, not another heart attack
You black out, throw up, forget how to breathe
And then you gasp for air
Play it off like I've been drinking a bit too much the night before
I was lying, overthinking, crying on the kitchen floor
Quit the drink, quit the smokes, pretend like they don't help me cope
Put on a poker face so they don't up my dose
See, I got a case of Citalopram blues
They got me taking these pills like I got something to lose
I used to feel something now there's nothing at all
So increase my dose to the most it can go
Some people think I've got my shit together
But if I'm honest I could be so much better
Some days it feels like my walls are closing in
And it's just something I have to learn to live with
When nights are dark and the mornings are short lived
I swear to God I'll never be whole again
See, I gotta a case of citalopram blues
I've been taking these pills like I got something to lose
I used to feel something now there's nothing at all
So increase my dose to the most it will go, it will go