Put my body in decline Recently, the curtain's closed, but don't cover up the light And I guess that's why I've been cleaning up the words I spilled tonight Almost broken, feelin' stagnant Seldom useful, always honest Well, I guess that's why we clicked so well back then So why don't you punch my face, break my jaw? Maybe then I'll keep my mouth shut You were all I had back then So if you're struggling to make a fist Your blood runs cold when you start to remember All the things that I could never give to you I could never give to you My voice is not the only thing I lost this year I'm losing my grip on what I used to hold closer than anything Do you remember how we were, how we used to be? And how long did it take to forget me? So why don't you punch my face, break my jaw? Maybe then I'll keep my mouth shut You were all I had back then So if you're struggling to make a fist Your blood runs cold when you start to remember All the things that I could never give to you I could never give to you I could never give to you You played on train tracks, so now I'm scared of headlights On my drives back passing cars are all too bright Would you even recognize me if you passed me on the road? I thought we were getting distant, you were just getting cold