Today made her real again: I've been so dumb, I have been so dumb. How I must have hurt you, How you must have felt so alone. Everything's clear again: I'm not in love, I am not in love. I only want to be held by one pair of arms. What I make her into, it has so little to do with her. But as for you, as for you - You're everything I've ever thought you were. And I don't deserve you. Today made her real again. And I'm not proud, I am not proud, Proud of what's now ended, The feelings I have messed with. Everything's clear again: I got so lost, this time I really lost my way. I'd think of you today And feel my heart slowly break.